originally posted 4/24/2009
I am not sick nor do I believe that I committed a crime, (yet) I now walk on eggshells and avoid contact with most people. I am very bitter and angry but my faith in Christ keeps me going. Some days are harder than others.
I had a court appointed attorney when I was still very young. She scared the life out of me. I agreed to whatever she said. Now my life is over. I try not to spread the negativity, but it’s a daily struggle. Some days I feel like I am going to snap. I AM IN SHOCK OVER THE FACT THAT YOU CAN NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT A LIFE SENTENCE LABELED AS A PERVERT!!! YOU CAN KILL SOMEBODY AND DO LESS TIME!!! ( I’m just venting )
My supposed crime: My girlfriend’s 15 year old sister jumped off a counter-top in the kitchen and I caught her. She told her dad that I grabbed her butt when I caught her. He called the police; my life came to a tragic end.
My record besides that is immaculate. I take care of my parents and love my siblings and their kids. I’ve had a series of failed relationships because I can’t bring myself to tell the women that I date that I am a criminal. How do you tell somebody that you’re a criminal when you know you’re not?! I’ve probably committed a crime not disclosing my record, but at least the women I date don’t have kids. I try not to get to close in relationships because I ultimately know that if they stay with me, they will also pay for MY crime.
Any avenue I take seems to have negative consequences. THIS SEX OFFENDER LAW IS VERY SUCCESSFUL IN KILLING SOMEBODY WITHOUT TAKING THEIR PHYSICAL LIFE. I THINK SATAN HELPED DEVELOP THIS ONE!!!